I know I said I would, but...

I can't do it...
after all these years,
I can't be so insignificant.
And I can't go back in time...
the reality is your hers,
you were never really mine.


[let me ride into the sunset]

and why shouldn't I?

I've been whispering too long...
the anticipated absence is like a freedom,
and suddenly I'm all about screaming.

Today...

my horoscope tells me:

"Even if you don't think you are skilled at creative writing, write your ideas down.

It has been said that the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results -- which is probably why you feel as though you're going crazy. One of your relationships is going through some turmoil, and the two of you seem to be dealing with the same issue over and over again. So try a different approach -- it's the only way you'll get different results. Think of other ways to communicate. Writing your thoughts down will help you get clarity."

I think it may be on to something...

Leap

you can't see the ground from where we're standing.
you have no idea how high up we are.
there's no rope to cling to
and no harness strapping us in,
but still
you decided to jump with me
with faith that the net will appear.
thank you...
for trusting me that much.

maybe we'll just grow wings.

I've always known

It was never me.

So long.

Too many people living for tomorrow...
I'm tryina live for today.

Maybe I spoke too soon this time.

I think I now know why we've never tried to be us
While you were already part of an us.
It doesn't work when you add another.
I'm not sure how to be us that way.
Twos a company...



::in the middle of this I realized it could be more than one person. damn::