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I keep coming back to thoughts of you,
And at this point
I'm not really even sure the memories are anywhere near as good as I remember them...
But I miss them either way.

sssshhh....

He speaks
And it's like my heart can hear
cause I swear-
he's speaking directly to it.
And it's beating is in sync with the syllables he speaks in such a seductively sweet sound
that I have to hold myself back from sucking the nectar that must be secreting from his succulent lips

Somewhere in there.

I hide my hopelessly romantic side underneath my
shit just never works out side...
because I'm kind of hopeless when it comes to romantic notions.
I guess I'm jaded that way.

I still care

I'd be lying if I said I never think of you.
Because the truth is, I rarely don't.
And I have,
All the years since I ended things.
I know it was the right thing then...
Problem is there's nothing I can do about it now.
But,
I think I'd be ok with that,
If only I knew you were really happy with her.
I hope one day you will be...

All I can do is wonder

I didn't tell you,
I don't think,
I took it for granted...
thought you'd always be around.
I wonder if you ever knew your impact.

The way you looked at me...
If honesty could be personified in a look,
It would be in the way you looked at me.
And I don't think I was ready for that truth.

But now....
Now I know,
that you will always be the one
I wonder about.
And I'll wonder,
if you're ever wondering about me too.