All's well

All is well that ends well
But who defines well
And what is an end if not for a new beginning?
For when I lost you I lost my self
Because my self was so drunk with love for you
I didn't know how to be sober
It hurt too much.
So I drunk my self into oblivion
And cried a million
tears
Fear
took over my being.
A completely useless emotion meant for those weaker then myself
So in retrospect I didn't lose my self when I lost you
I lost the me I had let my self become
Good riddens to her
And hello to me
I missed you old friend.

more than me

Blessed me
For in me flows the blood many have shed in the fight
Pumped by a heart filled with their hopes and dreams
Serving as my motivation to achieve.

To put it simply,
My life is not my own
For the moment I was brought into this physical world
Everything has always been for them.

not old, just older

I am too old to do the things I did when I was younger.
It doesn't bring me the same joy.
I'm over that part of my life,
And the people in it.

Don't judge me for not joining in with your immature obnoxiousness.
That's just not me.

Life has progressed
And I've progressed with it.

Maybe one day in the future I'll meet the mature you
And we could be friends.

me fool? you?

I am no fool

So you smiled at me and I smiled back,
You reached out a hand and I touched it.
So I went along with conversations
And reciprocated the flirtatious advances you were making.

I am no fool.

So I let you hold me
And lull me to sleep with your hands tumbling around in my hair..
So I let you make your move
And I kissed you back.

I am no fool.

Did you think that I had fallen,
That my heart fluttered at the feeling of your hand against my skin?
Did you think I missed you when you went away,
That I thought only of you?

I am no fool.

You smiled at me when you thought I was looking,
Tried to touch me when you thought my exterior had softened.
You brought up conversations you believed would spark my interest.
And flirted just enough to see if I would flirt back.

I am no fool.

I let you hold me because I wanted to be held,
And Let you play with my hair because it soothes me.
I let you make your move to make you feel you had me,
And kissed you back simply because I wanted to be kissed.

But I am no fool.

I saw through what you said to hear what you meant,
Saw through what you did to see your purpose,
And allowed you only as far as I wanted you to go.
And then I was over it,
And you- the "playboy" were left in your happy little world
Oblivious to the fact that you sir,
Were the fool.

How's your medicine taste?

im young, not stupid.

All dogs just want to be stroked, fed, and left alone to sleep...

Much like men. At any age.

i want you to

seduce me
touch the tips of your fingers to the small of my back
the tip of your tongue to the small of my neck...
feel the vibration run through my body and the goosebumps rise like a book for the blind
pointing you in the right direction

...use your imagination.

because most times
a girl wants it just as bad as the guy.