Thank you

You
Hurt me
Not like
I stubbed my toe against the wall
or caught my finger in the door kind of hurt
You hurt me
Like
My world tumbled down
and my heart cracked open kind of hurt.
I would've done anything for you
Given anything to you
and yet my anythings weren't everythings or perhaps
They were nothings
Or perhaps
They were everything
Just not anything
Close to the nothing
You wanted from me.

Thank you
For letting me go.

If not my "soulmate"...then surely a mate for my soul

my physical being met yours some years ago
but
i'd be remiss if i didn't insist that
my soul reacts to yours as if it's known you in lifetimes past
like our pasts had somewhere crossed the same path
and we
found each other...
and now
in the silence of the words i need not utter
you can hear melodies
that sing of our love
of our heartbreak
and of our persistence or rather resistance to parting...
i find comfort in knowing that wherever i am
there you'll be...
i think i was meant for you
and you for me.

for the record

it's not so much about not needing you in my life...
it's more about not wanting you in it.

i'll be back

there's something i want to write...
but i'm flustered
and everything i write, isn't right....

Too loud

I don't want to hear your silence...it's piercing ..

Reminder

When I miss the man I fell for I need only remind myself that that man no longer exists

Memory fades

I purposefully forgot what it felt like to love you
Because I fear that if I allow myself to remember
I will never be able to forget again.